The letters written here follow 11 years after my mother's death.  Although a silent peace and forgiveness was reached just days before she died, I still have scars and emotions to deal with from my childhood.  As a child, I wasn't allowed to speak to the pain of the abuses -- the pain and hurt, grief, degradation, lack of affirmation, the belief I wasn't worth anything.  Had I spoken out, the wrath would have been multiplied.  Layer upon layer the scars still run deep. As I write these letters, I hope to find a place of healing.
“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”  ~~
     Maya Angelou